bubye X 1 :( welcome XI IPS 1 :)

Gue ngerasa kayaknya baru aja gue masuk SMA. Padahal sekarang gue udah kelas XI ! hahaha, gag kerasa deh bener2. Yaaah, walaupun gue gag sekelas sama semua temen2 gue di KRAYON, tapi yaa gue bakalan beradaptasi dengan baik. hehe, habis kata orang, masa SMA itu masa paling indah. Dan gue mau membuktikan kalo hal itu benar :)

Makasi banget buat besties & temen2 gue selama di KRAYON, I ♥ you all sooooo much :') Semua anak2 KRAYON , sumpah gokil2 abis, gag ada matinyaaaa. Bakalan kangen banget punya temen2 kaya kaliaaaan. Semuanya saling ngelengkapin :) Semoga di kelas XI temen2 nya asik juga yaaa semuanyaaa :)

Hehe, dengan denger lagu ini aku akan ingat KRAYON selalu. Really, I ♥ you all sooooooooooooooooo more than much :'(

KerisPatih – Sepanjang Usia

tak pernah ku bayangkan

tempati sisi hatimu yg kosong

jadi yg paling bahagia

dapati cinta itu

perlahan duka pun pergi

jauh tenggelam tinggalkan gundah

bertahun ku coba sendiri

berteman caci maki

*

takkan ku lepas lagi

kehadiranmu oh anugerah

reff:

sepanjang usia

kita trus bersama

mengarungi hidup dengan cinta

turut kehendakNya

sepanjang usia

ku tak mau terpisah

memberikan hatiku seutuhnya

hanya kepada dirimu

perlahan duka pun pergi

jauh tenggelam tinggalkan gundah

bertahun ku coba sendiri

berteman caci maki

repeat *

repeat reff

hanya kepadamu

repeat reff

c yaa in next posting :)
-arovilla-

AKHIRNYA (datang juga) !

haloohaloo readers, betapa kangennya saya dengan anda semuaaa, setelah berbulan-bulan tidak posting. saya cuma ingin memberitahukan kabar bahagiaaaaa :D

SAYA SUDAH TIDAK ADA FEELING DENGAN ANDA HEY MANTAN PACAR!

hahah, sekitar dua bulan lau sih, lambat banget ya guee. emang mungkin bener kata pepatah

"butuh waktu satu jam untuk mengenal seseorang, butuh waktu sebulan untuk mencintai seseorang dan butuh waktu seumur hidup untuk melupakan orang itu"

atau ya kurang lebih begitu. Tapi lebay amat ya sampe seumur hidup, kayaknya gag juga, gue dooong 7 bulan zz, lama juga. Intinya lah pokoknya ya, saya tidak ingin berurusan masalah percintaan dengan dia lagi, OGAH!

haha, okeoke, untuk menggetarkan rasa ke kangen an saya pada para readers, saya ingin mempersembahkan sebuah lagu dari PEE WEE GASKINS. yak, sekarang saya sedang suka band ini. Lain dari band imdonesia yang lain. ROCK meeeen.

Okeoe, let's sing the sooong :)

Di Balik Hari Esok

matahari jangan kau berpaling

biarkanlah terang kembali mengisi hariku
jangan kau berhenti
dan putar kembali
tak akan bisa kau ambil jantung ini
berhenti berdetak sampai kau disini kembali
putar waktu kembali

REFF:
Kunyalakan tv dan tenggelam ku dilayar kaca
Membawaku kembali pada waktu itu
Ciuman pertama yang kau rasa
Semua berlalu tanpa terasa
Tak akan semua kembali seperti
Sedia kala disaat semua biasa saja
Membawamu kembali disampingku
Membawaku pergi bersama mu

Dan pastikan
Kau akan kembali
Tak akan bisa kau ambil jantung ini
Berhendi berdetak sampai kau disini kembali
Putar waktu kembali

Aku disini inginkan canda dan tawa
Teriak lepaskan beban terdalam
Belum waktuku ini waktumu bersinar

Okaaay c ya in next posting
-arovilla-

lagi-lagi kamu, im :(

Jarang-jarang gue suka lagu Indonesia nih..

Hmm, gue baru aja 10 menit yang lalu denger lagu ini..

Lumayan enak

Enaknya ya karena, ngingetin gue sama ex gue

Mungkin sebagian besar orang bilang:

"ah, ngapain sih lo nginget mantan lo! gag penting banget tau gag sih!"

"aduh pi, cowo gag cuma dia doang"

"yaelah, dia lagi dia lagi! buat apaan diinget2! nyakitin hati tau!"

and many comments.

tapi ya gitu, gue gag tau kenapa tetep aja inget sama itu orang :(

.shit.

Lyla-Mantan Kekasih

aku terpaksa menangis

aku terpaksa merintih

cahayaku semakin redup

memilukan

kau masih bisa ku lihat

suaramu masih ku dengar

namun kenyataan ini, mengharukan

seseorang disana telah memilikimu

aku kan berdosa bila merindukanmu

reff:

oh mantan kekasihku

jangan kau lupakan aku

bila suatu saat nanti kau merindukanku

datang… (cepat) datang padaku

geez, i miss you so much ex..

a little too not over you

kemaren yaa, dia sms gue lagi. gue gag tau harus ngapain. kalo gue gag bales rasanya gue ngebohongin diri gue sendiri, tapi kalau gue bales, rasa sayang gue ke dia malah makin tambah besar. intinya di sms itu, dia minta temenin sms-an. setengah hati gue bales dengan ucapan; "maaf ya, pulsaku udah mau abis.." padahal kenyataanya pulsa gue masih ada.




gue bener2 bingung. seharusnya gue ngapain. gue masih sayang sama dia, tapi gue gag mau rasa sayang itu bertambah lagi. karena malah bakalan susah buat "ngelupain" dia. padahal, gue sama dia cuma jalan sebulan, tapi kenapa lebih susah ngelupain semua kejadian tentang dia daripada sama mantan gue yang pernah jalan setahun lebih? Padahal dia gag ada bagus2nya. ganteng? engga. pinter? gag tau. bandel? iya. bengal? iya. hmm what makes me love him too much? ada temen gue orang bule bilang gini;

"..when you loves someone because his face, it means you love him, physically, when you love someone's heart or behaviour, it means you love the way he acts, but if you love someone with no reason, it means you love him with all of your heart whatever it is.."

rada ngebingungin buat gue, tapi rada nyambung sama cerita gue. :')




kadang kala, kalo malen gue dengerin lagunya david archuletta-A little too not over you malem2, gue nangis. gue gag ngerti tiba2 netes aja air mata gue. emang, gue keliatan banget melankolisnya, gampang nangis. gue ngerasa emang bener lagu itu. nunjukkin apa yang gue rasa sekarang ke dia.

A Little Too Not Over You

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eheh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

You never cross my mind at all

That's what I tell myself

What we had has come and gone

You're better off with someone else

It's for the best, I know it is

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories

Supposed to fade

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn't think it be this hard

Should be strong

Moving on

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him(her for me :p)now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret

Everything I said

No way to take it all back, yeah

Now I'm on my own

How I let you go

I'll never understand

I'll never understand

Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh

Oooooooh Oh

Ooooh, oh

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

*him diganti sama her :p

P.S : I ♥ you sooo much mr. bad boy :')

okaaay c ya in next posting :')

songs of my life

these are few of the musics of my life. yeaa, my life is sooo musical. Apalagi lovelife gue. -___-

"...Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way

Baby, why don't you stay..."

• (Sugarland-Stay)

"...When you love someone, and they break your heart Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart Just hold on,

hold on Hold on, hold on..."

• (Jonas Brothers-Hold On)

"...All i wanna do is find a way back into love I can make it through without a way back into love, And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hopping you'll be there for me in the end..."

• (Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore-Way Back Into Love)

These are just a few of many. Really, my life is sooo musical.

Seems, My life can live without music.

Okaay c ya in next posting :)

sorry :')

Akhir-akhir ini gue kangen banget sama exboy. Hmm, udah lama ga contact2 an sama dia. Miss him so much, no words i can say. Maybe this several songs reminds me of him. Some hurts and some fun. Everything mixed up. Still. i love you sooo much 'till now, sorry :')

• Miley Cyrus-I Miss You

Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

Imiss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream

Oh how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

(I miss you)

• Miley Cyrus-7th thing

I probably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it

It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain

But nothing's ever gonna change

Until you hear, my dear

[CHORUS]

The 7 things I hate about you!

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

It's awkward and silent

As I wait for you to say

What I need to hear now

Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it

If you text it, I'll delete it

Let's be clear

Oh, I'm not coming back

You're taking 7 steps here

[CHORUS]

The 7 things I hate about you!

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's

When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mineWhen we're intertwined, everything's alright

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like most that you do

You make me love you, you do

• Miley Cyrus-Bottom of the Ocean

It's been in the past for a while now

I get a flash and I smile

Am I crazy?

Still miss you babyI

t was real, it was right

But it burned too hot to survive

And all that's left is

All the ashesChorus

Where does the love go?

I don't know

When it's all said and done

How could I be losing you forever?

After all the time we spent together

I don't know why I have to lose you

Now you've just become

Like everything I'll never find again

At the bottom of the ocean

In a dream you appeared

For awhile you were here

So I'll keep sleeping

Just to keep you with me

I'll draw a map, connect the dots

Will all the memories that I got

That I've been missingI'll keep re-living

[Chorus]

You don't have to love me for me

To, baby, ever understand

Just know I love the time we both had

And I don't ever want to see you sad

Be happy

And I don't wanna hold you

If you don't wanna tell me you love me babe

Just know I'm gonna have to walk away

I'll be big enough for both of us to say

Be happy

• Miley Cyrus-Goodbye

I can honestly say you've been on my mind

Since I woke up today, up today

I look at your photograph all the time

These memories come back to life

And I don't mind

[Chorus]

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

I remember the simple things

I remember til I cry

But the one thing

I wish I'd forget

The memory I wanna forget

Is goodbye

I woke up this morning

And played our song

And through my tears

I sang alongI picked up the phone and then put it down

Cause I know I'm wasting my time

And I don't mind

[Chorus]

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up

With your ringtone

I hesitate but answer it anyway

You sound so alone

And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed

You still feel it on your lips

That time that you danced with me

With no music playing

You remember the simple things

We talked til we cried

You said that your biggest regret

The one thing you wish

I'd forget

Is saying goodbye

Saying goodbyeGoodbye

P.S: I love you so muchhh dear. Still.

Okay c yaa in next posting :')