a little too not over you

kemaren yaa, dia sms gue lagi. gue gag tau harus ngapain. kalo gue gag bales rasanya gue ngebohongin diri gue sendiri, tapi kalau gue bales, rasa sayang gue ke dia malah makin tambah besar. intinya di sms itu, dia minta temenin sms-an. setengah hati gue bales dengan ucapan; "maaf ya, pulsaku udah mau abis.." padahal kenyataanya pulsa gue masih ada.




gue bener2 bingung. seharusnya gue ngapain. gue masih sayang sama dia, tapi gue gag mau rasa sayang itu bertambah lagi. karena malah bakalan susah buat "ngelupain" dia. padahal, gue sama dia cuma jalan sebulan, tapi kenapa lebih susah ngelupain semua kejadian tentang dia daripada sama mantan gue yang pernah jalan setahun lebih? Padahal dia gag ada bagus2nya. ganteng? engga. pinter? gag tau. bandel? iya. bengal? iya. hmm what makes me love him too much? ada temen gue orang bule bilang gini;

"..when you loves someone because his face, it means you love him, physically, when you love someone's heart or behaviour, it means you love the way he acts, but if you love someone with no reason, it means you love him with all of your heart whatever it is.."

rada ngebingungin buat gue, tapi rada nyambung sama cerita gue. :')




kadang kala, kalo malen gue dengerin lagunya david archuletta-A little too not over you malem2, gue nangis. gue gag ngerti tiba2 netes aja air mata gue. emang, gue keliatan banget melankolisnya, gampang nangis. gue ngerasa emang bener lagu itu. nunjukkin apa yang gue rasa sekarang ke dia.

A Little Too Not Over You

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eheh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

You never cross my mind at all

That's what I tell myself

What we had has come and gone

You're better off with someone else

It's for the best, I know it is

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories

Supposed to fade

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn't think it be this hard

Should be strong

Moving on

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him(her for me :p)now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret

Everything I said

No way to take it all back, yeah

Now I'm on my own

How I let you go

I'll never understand

I'll never understand

Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh

Oooooooh Oh

Ooooh, oh

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

*him diganti sama her :p

P.S : I ♥ you sooo much mr. bad boy :')

okaaay c ya in next posting :')